Main Ingredients:
daughter
bartender
quinoa
mint
tattoo

Spice Pack:
1/2 teaspoon of surprise
1/4 whisper of tenderness

Today, I had a quinoa salad for my dinner which is my daughter’s favorite salad. After I had a salad, I chewed mint gum which is my daughter’s favorite flavor. Likewise, these days I keep thinking about my daughter who left my house about 2 years ago. Maybe it’s because I am diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. Since I know that I don’t have many days left, I really want to spend rest of my life with my daughter. But, I don’t know how to ask her my favor. As far as I remember, we had an huge argument the day my daughter left my house. She wanted to be a bartender, but I couldn’t accept that. So, I yelled at her. After reconcilable argument, she left my house and didn’t come back. She didn’t come to my house and contact me for last 2 years. I miss her so much but I don’t know what should I do. Day by day, my pancreas gets worse. It hurts really bad. But, whenever I think about my daughter who will cry for my death, my heart is more painful than my pancreas. It’s like putting tattoo on my heart. Hope, she does not cry much for my death.